an inch of freedom, or is it not?

Just finished hell week, finally, and had a mini class trip on the next day, cos school's out omfg. Speaking of profanities, all the built up frustration, exasperation, disappointment have left me sprouting profanities like no body's business, well it pretty much isnt, but urghh i've never felt that lethargic before. It's way beyond physical fatigue-- im pretty much used to it. it's more of being emotionally, mentally drained, such that I'm wholesomely sick and tired of. Wtf am I wasting my young days on? Look at those little success out there elsewhere, blossoming youtubers in LA having supposedly their time of their life pursuing their life interests, while we here, (unwillingly) enthrusted with all these little mandatory routines, that aren't half as enjoyable. gosh. I could recall me nonchalantly muttering of just let me die when minor hiccups occur, such as not being able to find sth or having gonna be late for sth. Fuck. But this is the construct of society that we're born in, ahaha look at the many options before us.
Anws class trip the next day was enjoyable, have yet to feel that relaxed since forever, sth like a well-earned break yet I know i hv so much more to buck up on. Fudge, ahh sounds more classy eh? Had steamboat and grill, quite a reasonable deal, though smelling like meat wasnt fairly pleasant. And terminator genisys was rather mindblowing, with all the time travelling and actions, quite thrilling too, all the jumpscare parts. Gosh I think the ratings were PG with slight violence, but it would be more apt if they mentioned of sudden explosive violence, i mean what will one expect with the ambiguity of 'violence'? there's many forms, explosive, thrilling, be more specific dude. k maybe it's just me being a timid tensed up chicken ahaha. Anws great movie it was.

And have I ever mentioned that alluring charm floppy hats' got? got to try one at H&M ysd and indeed, it adds this mysterious aurora to one, as what Jennim said. I'll get one some day.

Gorgeous isnt it? Blends so well with your outfit, versatile yeah, and immediately brings the whole look to the next level. and nice eyebrows she's got there too. Anws, ciao. And that commences the start of the laborious lives that we have to live again. but greater little adventures too :)